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The Shadow of Death: From My Battles in Fallujah to the Battle for My Soul
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ISBN10: 1737176327
ISBN13: 9781737176329
Publisher: Fidelis Pub
Published: Aug 3 2022
Pages: 272
Weight: 0.74
Height: 0.48 Width: 6.06 Depth: 8.97
Language: English
ISBN13: 9781737176329
Publisher: Fidelis Pub
Published: Aug 3 2022
Pages: 272
Weight: 0.74
Height: 0.48 Width: 6.06 Depth: 8.97
Language: English
When I returned home from my latest deployment in the U.S. Army, my life began to fall apart. My nightmares and flashbacks kept getting worse, and I reached the point where I was afraid of sleep. I decided the best days of my life were behind me and decided I was going to take my own life. One night, after heavy drinking, I placed my 1911 pistol in my mouth and said a prayer in my mind. God, if you're there, save me, but there was no response. I heard a metallic click when I deactivated the safety and began to slowly squeeze the trigger. Then I heard a BANG! I dropped the pistol and I looked around me, but there was no blood. The bang I heard was the Bible on my desk falling and hitting the floor. I fell to my knees and asked God for forgiveness. I surrendered to Jesus Christ and asked him to help me. He answered.
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