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When It Hurts To Believe
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Religious BiographiesChristian Living
Publisher Price: $14.99
ISBN13: 9781911761334
Publisher: Noble Legacy Publishing
Published: Nov 20 2025
Pages: 124
Weight: 0.51
Height: 0.34 Width: 6.00 Depth: 9.00
Language: English
What do you do when your prayers feel unanswered, your faith feels dry, and God seems painfully silent?
When It Hurts to Believe is a deeply personal and brutally honest journey through grief, depression, spiritual dryness, and doubt, and how one man found God not by escaping the pain, but by walking through it.
Once a seminarian who turned away from the Church and declared himself an atheist, author Nash Delos Santos shares his raw and redemptive story of rediscovering God in the most unexpected places: in the silence of depression, the brokenness of marriage, the pain of loss, and the hidden grace of the Eucharist.
Through real-life experiences, Catholic reflections, and gentle encouragement, this book invites readers to confront their own questions:
- Why does a loving God allow suffering?
- What does it mean when we don't feel God anymore?
- Can faith survive tragedy, doubt, and silence?
If you've ever wrestled with God in the dark, or sat in church with a tired soul, When It Hurts to Believe was written for you. This is not a book of answers, it's a companion for the journey.
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